When I was a little girl

I remember when I was 5-6 yrs old, every single day before pegi kindergarten, I will play my mum's Jane Fonda aerobics tape and followed every step religiously. Masa tu belum pandai menari.. so I considered aerobics tu mcm menari2 la jugak. I have always enjoyed performing when I was little. Suka sangattt perform atas stage. Only my parents are quite conservative so I guess sending me to ballet school was not even an option (yelah, kena pakai seksi2 kan..)

Lepas tu, suka jugak tengok beauty pageant. Miss Universe, Miss World, Miss Tourism, segala jenis Miss la.. tak pernah miss.. sanggup stay up til midnight, sometimes sampai fall asleep depan tv..

Then, another obsession was weddings.. I can still remember those times when I called my mum in the office and asked her to buy me tiered dresses (yes, dah 20+ yrs ada obsession for tiered dresses) sbb ada wedding nak pegi.. so kena dress up.. (masa tu baru 7-8 tahun, dah pandai demand).. dah lepas dress up dgn bow segala (ala2 Blair Waldorf.. heheh), terus semangat pegi wedding and MESTI duduk depan pelamin... konon2 mcm front row seat at fashion shows la kan.. pastu mulut ternganga.. concentrate OK!

Masa kat kindergarten, I used to borrow my maid's make up and put them on my classmates! Bayangkan.. menjerit mak budak2 tu.. baru 5-6 yrs old dah pakai lipstick dgn eyeshadow.. "elok je muka comel2 masa aku hantar pegi skolah tadi, ni dah jadi mcm anak sapa pulak!" hmm... *guilty as charged*

Guess I have been ENJOYING my life as a girl. With all the pretty clothes out there.. make up.. EVERYONE can be beautiful. EVERYONE can be WHOEVER they want to be.. I am turning 30 this year.. YES.. THIRTY but despite all the pressure to get married and make babies and all those BS.. (eh, takdela.. tak BS.. nak jugak kawin).. I am THANKFUL that I was born a girl.. nasib baik aku gila fashion.. so takdela frust sgt dah 30 pun tak kawin2 lagi.. heheh.. sbb nanti dah kawin, priorities will change.. :p so time ni la nak puaskan hati.. kan kan kan!

p/s: Yes, I don't normally talk to strangers.. somehow I now feel more attached to this blog to be able to membebel..